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am so pissed . cd burned fer lati not working. argh. shit. ary - skidded off the path @ 10:03 PM
ary - skidded off the path @ 10:43 PM
hmm... first of all... "WELkUm BaCK lAti~! hmm... haix... feeling very ... euRgh.... been having a bad dae lately... woke up in the morning with my leg throbbing like noone's business... then had to half-limp, half-run to siglap.. yeah.. was late for tuition class... then remembered todae had chem end of sem2 exam... wad sh*t... haix.. tot afternoon wud be better but turned out i need to help mom send stuff over to aunts house... yeah... then went home just in time to change and go fer klasses... class was okae... wae boring... went home... got stupid haircut... *yeah i look like an egg. thanx kak sharifa. -_-"*... told the uncle , " tOp dOnt CuT ar... Only The SiDes.." the next thing i knew the thing was churning out my hair like no'one's business... argh... then for no apparent reason.. my hp cover cracked... haix... fate la.. fate.. proposal got blo*dy rejected fer the third time... now bernard dowan red carpets and plants for decoration.. wah eff... haiz.. dowan his prob la... think we got so much time do proposals one ar? haiz.. wadever wadever wadever~!!!! tryingtocontainmyangertryingtocontainmyangertryingto.... --------------- hmm...happy belated birthdae shaiful... happy belated birfdae gayeong... o yeah... anibody free this coming saturdae afternoon? need someone to acc me to penin plaza..(tag me over there kae ? ----> ) okae.. so mom blabbering nonsense again.. so.. i guess i'll see ya guys tomorrow ... sweet dreams people... =) SkUd ary - skidded off the path @ 10:40 PM
haix... daes have been boring... things havent been running smoothly as expected... didnt get stuff i was supposed to get on fri... so that person who was supposed to get that stuff from me didnt..argh... so paiseh... hmm.. i think lati's at atc... wondering wad she's doing... =) argh. no one online... gee... okae okae... so i guess i'll just go.. im late aniwaes... see ya ppl... :) SkUd ary - skidded off the path @ 9:04 AM
ary - skidded off the path @ 10:55 AM
just got home from skl... had geog todae.. spotted wrong questions... urgh... hmmm .. heck... wads over over niwaes rite? =) tomorrow dT.. haha~ like that sub... mom out wid dad.. i'm alone at home... bored... shud start studying round 2... argh.. boredddd~! haha~ just now got to see someone lining up at parade square ar... haha.. u normally that bouncy ar? =P helped fahmy wif his art... poor fella... tomorrows exam still not prepared one... think he must do wad research or paper 1 thinge.. art... complicated ... now listening to wheres the wuv.. noone's online.. argh.. not back from skl yet i guess... mmm... okae... shall come back later if i can... so till then~ bye ~ SkUd ary - skidded off the path @ 1:09 PM
mmmm... kkae~ tink of something to write~ haha~ well... dae went okae~ went out with di~ escape theme park~ was quite fun lar~ haha~ and i found out he has a phobia fer heights~! *muahahahahaha* haha~ hmm... lajunyer dah prepare tuk rayer~! my family... we use the same langseh every year wan... betul nyer budget... =p mmm.. haha~ nanti rayer me datang la kae~? haha~ mmmm... now not doing anithing much... watching tb.. talking to lati~ haha~ *gay DoC~!* ewww~ sICK! mmmmmmmmmmm~ haha~ nothing to sae ready... cept that... well.. going back into thinking mode again... lets just say... im... missing someone lar.. kkae~ till next time ~ bye~! *sKuD* ary - skidded off the path @ 11:30 PM
Hey people... now online... doing stuff.. math was like..... *nothing to sae* oh wadever.... mp3 cockup.. grr... haix.. damn bored.. mom nagging. noisy. been feeling very effed up these past few daes... tired. lethargic. oh whatever. SkuD ary - skidded off the path @ 10:23 PM
just got home from cc... (*again?*) yeah.. been half studying half sleeping... just too .. exhausted... lethargic... "i believe there is hope... even in my darkest moments" someone's quote.. just find it ... nice... been listening to simple plan- Perfect ... seems to be the only song i play in me mp3... love the chorus~ meaningful stuff... aniwae... this mornings paper... was okae... haha~ after school kaysiao-ed~ took liquid spray adhesive and started to spray the railing s on staircase 8... haha~ was fun la... rained very heavily just now.. got myself wet... now then i realise my hair's quite long... could pull it to my nose... tired... may be back later... but till then~ bye guys~ SkuD ary - skidded off the path @ 9:35 PM
bad dae todae.. Chem was like effing shit.. social studies was... acceptable.. wad i studied came out.. yeah.. morning was no better.. woke up on the wrong side of the bed.. eyes were closed whilst me was bathing... cant go around getting 3 hours of sleep vrydae.. met ashwini and her sweetheart on the bus~ then walked to skool feeling... urgh liddat. did some dt after chem... went straight home.. was thinking on the bus... guess all good things must come to an end~ going out to mug again at tamp cc... hai. wadever lar. see ya guys later... and hope ur feeling better todae lati~ =) Skud ary - skidded off the path @ 1:06 PM
house in darkness.. silence surrounds me... its so cold here.. so cold..... haix... haix.. goodnite all.. Skud ary - skidded off the path @ 11:56 PM
just got home from mugging at tamp cc.. so damn bored rite now~ haha~ hahaha~ cool~ she popped up~! :p aniwae... nothing much happened todae.. woke up late... met up with fauzi... studi studi studi.. fahmi came... played freaks... back to more studying... then headed home.. still havent covered any chem yet.. hmm.. maybe tomorrow the one hour break can browse thru la~ cant be bothered nimore... heard the malay paper was tough? fahmy said the argumentative qns were killer qns... ngan "akar umbi" semuer kluar... rabak sak... argh... just remembered... tomorrow must stay back after chem... touch up me folio... gee... haix.. wadever la.. been listening to simple plan - "perfect" lately... kindof addicted to that song... an extract from the chorus... very... meaningful... Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be Perfect Now it’s just too late And we can't go back I'm sorry I can't be Perfect I try not to think About the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be My hero? All the days You spent with me Now seem so far away And it feels like you don't Care anymore hmm... haix.. now online... chatting wid lati.. no one esle clicking me niwaes...most probably studying fer tomorrow... hmmm.... hmm... okae... will go now... mom will be home late.. haha.. thats good news... argh... so bored. kae bye~ Skud ary - skidded off the path @ 9:30 PM
bery tired... played soccer after quite some time... legs aching abit.. haha but hey its refreshing... compared to being stuced at the cc fer the whole daedoing nothing but revising fer prelims.. ary - skidded off the path @ 10:38 PM
bery tired... played soccer after quite some time... legs aching abit.. haha but hey its refreshing... compared to being stuced at the cc fer the whole daedoing nothing but revising fer prelims.. ary - skidded off the path @ 10:38 PM
just now went home... like ... effing sh*t... like warzone liddat...mom dad blabbering something like " EH i dont Hate U. U haTe mE!" i looked at them... and said "fu*k"... then they kept quiet... wahaha.. see... what one word can make people do? then came online...feeling abit... effed up... but luckily got someone to talk to arr... if not wud hav probably blew up soon... tomorrow coming to cc to cram again... hoping to skip classes in the morning haha~ saw lati train~!!! haha~ -no comment =p - and finally the Percusiion Freaks Machine is working... vented all the stressed up anger on that thing... gonna hit it again tomorrow... haha~ anibody wanna come see ? =p niwaes.. helping nat with her new web... so.. cya guys around... bye~ ary - skidded off the path @ 9:20 PM
haix.. tired.. lethargic... i duno whats gotten into me .... help.... the perc. freak. machine at CS is still not working.. wasted money getting there.. haix.. when will it finally be turned onn?! argh..... been thinking bout.......something....what the heck has gotten into me?! ARgH. Help HelP.. Help. haix. duno why ive been feeling weird these past few daes... maybe its sleep deprivation...maybe its the conscience.. of me not studying fer prelims.. maybe.. its............. haix.. even lkp-faint isnt helping ... turned it up to full vol .. only made me head ache more.. find myself staring at the screen again... hoping for someone to pop up... but i know that someone wont coz that someone's out.. haix. wad the hell.. i'll go now.. grab something to eat.. bye~ sKuD ary - skidded off the path @ 5:40 PM
was supposed to go out... haix.. then it bloody rained... and someone told me theres no "activity" at the CC when it rains coz the basketball court will be wet.. haix... so decided to stay put...hmm..turned out otherwise.. hmm.. come to think of it... all my objectives that im supposed to complete todae... i havent.. somehow God didn let them happen... DT.. was supposed to finish up to Evaluation but somehow i got stuck at Production Plan... haix... then wanted to catch a glimpse of someone.. but didnt think she was at school... then wanted to let out anger at percussion freaks but the damn thing was not working.. ended up going home and blasting faint from my hifi.. then wanted to go out ... rained bla bla bla... so in the end didnt get to do what i wanted to do... haix... some call this fate. so now online... poor lynn... her modem's going bonkers... chatting wid wini... lynn... yeah... mom on the fone... complaining to her fwen bout life... i see no poing in her doing that... aniwae... its her life.. so she does whadever she wants... thinking of ...................................................................................................................................percussion freaks.. and ................................. aniwae... im so effing lethargic. im hungry... but i just ate.. argh.. wad the hell... sTop ThIkInG boUT iT!!!!! haix... what the heck... why am i suddenly so think-ish bout ........ haix... nahmind... and the process goes on and on and on........ ary - skidded off the path @ 8:59 PM
ary - skidded off the path @ 4:48 PM
sept 11 todae... God bless all those souls who perished in the stupid effed up terrorist attacks... haix... the percussion freaks machine at CS issnt working!!! so irritatingggg... haix... going out in a while... studying at tamp n. cc ~ hmm.. man.. my tummy's growling... havent done much todae... morning did the usual Dt Stuff... which i still havent completed...now lazing around online... guess you just have to look at life differently... aniwae~ nice blog there lati~ haha~ really sweet~ haven been talking to soo many ppl lately.. *gives out a loongg sigh* okae.. i'll go now... bye people..... SkUd (when its over its over. Dont expect flames to be rekindled.) ary - skidded off the path @ 4:33 PM
todae... effed up dae.. everythings going wrong... dateline fer dt on fri... and i still havent finished my f-ing folio.. prelims in 4 days.. havent even started my revision. Leg is bloddy hurting. stomach pain. argh. fuck bloody effing shit. My printer's not working. Great. When i needed it most it just shuts down. what ever. bloody hell.. tomorrow school.. hmm.. least at nite can see someone~ =) lookin forward to that... argh shit. havent bind folio... effff! haix... bloody hell.. haix. take care everyone.. bye~ Skud ary - skidded off the path @ 9:18 PM
just got home from studying at tamp cc~ haha~ just uploaded music onto my blog ~ *thanx to wini!* yeah.. gonna run now.. bye~ ! ary - skidded off the path @ 10:00 PM
just got home from langkawi... now online... talking to lati , nini , zhao... bored... dun know where mom dad bro went.. guess to the hospital... i think me grands soemthing wrong la.. theyre usually home by 1030... watching smallville... haix.. Tired. tomorrow must be at school at 7 *whimpers* ... gee.. saddist creatures.. wahahaha~ lati's cooL~ =p im sleepy.. sleepy sleep slee sle wargh.. crap! grrrh... bye~ ary - skidded off the path @ 11:14 PM
Yesterdae was plain exhausting.. school as per normal.. then after skl did proposal till 5.. then mock exam till 9.30.. went home like a zombie... this morning woke up at 5... bloody hell.. don't know what got into me... cudnt sleep... kept dozing on and off till 10... got ready then cycled to school... forgot to eat breakfast *diao*... so did dnt with half opened eyes and an empty stomach... halfwae went down to meet muSa... gave him back his samick and amp... went home after that... legs were aching for no apparent bloody reason~ Can't call coz theres something wrong with the bloody handfone~ i can hear ppl talking but they cant hear me... cant sms coz prepaid below 3 effing dollars.. Thanx fer the sms yesternite bella~! and sorry cant have sms session wid ya~ didnt on me fone yesternite nini~ sowwie ~ tomorrow goin langkawi~ dad suddenly told me on fri~ a relief coz been studying 24/7... come to think of it... havent been watching tv for the past week! oh wadever... Listening to st anger... later going over to faidhi's house... gonna send the Teachers Dae Performance VCD over... haix... kae... guess i'll just run now... C ya guys round kae... SkuD ary - skidded off the path @ 3:14 PM
ary - skidded off the path @ 1:54 PM
me again.. lazing around.. im supposed to be hitting me books.. but... haix.. too lazy.. maybe i'll start at 3 la~ woke up at 4 this morning.. then cudnt sleep.. so me was like.. dozing on and off on and off... so damn frustrating.. gee... i have this stupid feeling that i lack of something.. ever since fridae..goddamit..its like.. something's missing and it gives u a very very uneasy feeling... wahaha.. wadeva la.. just live with it.. sure it'll go awae soon~ yesterdae was really damn boring... stuck in class.. listen to all the teachers drone on and on... damn... wads more.. there's no reception in that bloody class... wanted to ask fauzi along to study~ saes he's gonna plae soccer or smth~ maybe i'll just study at home.. or Bk.. hmm.. damn... my bike has a bloody flat tire.. dunnoe why suddenly it went flat.. haix... been reading uj's ... revisiting private ones.. it differs so much from what i have now.. whats not yours... well... you cant have it..... i think i've totally lost it now ~ haha... no more reversing this thing... just have to put ya at the back of my mind........ maybe... thats what's missing .. haix.. gee... wadever.. L o n e B u k ary - skidded off the path @ 1:49 PM |
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:: skud silent screams :: me i_c_3@hotmail.com :: you Sometimes,
you think you know so much about me. You think you finally did break the
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