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haha~ saw peter pan this morning.. haha~ lynn teared!! hahaha~ mmm~ movie was cool..nutink much to sae la~ =) mm..then after peterpan evryone went home cept fer bella and me... haix... mmm~ went rounding at desolated tM.. ate at LjS~ haha~ theennn met bella's bro & co... mm~ basically had a gweat time.. =) been enjoying the hols.. haha~ get to wake up later everydae~ =) wanted to get some stuff todae but all the shops cept fer kFc,Lj,bK,MaCd and the arcade was closed... haix.. feeling tired... a whole dae of running round~ =) haha~ but was worth it la...sgnileef gintteg regnorts yadyreve...haix... haha~ reverse that and u'll know wad im saying... =) been listening to evanescence much these daes...somehow my immortal's haunting me.. =S haix.. i feel so so so... haix... gdnite... sKud ary - skidded off the path @ 11:37 PM
just now went back to dunman.. wanted to extend ezlink thinge.. but those stupid buggers told me i cant extend my card coz i'm no longer a student or wad shit.. in the end..met adam lynn fis and a whole lot of other ppl... haha~ went to eat at Malaysia wit lynn fis adam yan moley fauzie~ wahaha.. bought WaRm MilK... -y-u-c-k-~! ended up putting curry , bandung, ice and all tt stuff in it coz im not really used to drinking milk... let alone warm milk.. =S hmm~ then cudnt join bella fer the movie coz fau wanted to go to PS.. then dono wad happened fau didnt want to go so in the end ended up playing soccer with the usual ppl... wahaha~ before soccer went to eat at MaCd's interchange.. wahaha.. saw peeps like sarah, lester and all those councillor ppl la.. got myself a happy meal with this birdie-in-a-plane toy.. wahaha~ left the place swinging a happy meal box in my left hand seh~ haha~ -BoInk- mm~ life has been like.... a routine everydae... haha.. for most of us it is yeah... wake up at 8... (lucky not at 5.30 like wad dinesh told me he had to do)... go home at 12.. haix... haha~ but fun la... pay coming in soon~ =D shoo happy~ =p mmmm~ haha~ haven heard from hus for quite some time ready ar... tomorrow must get shwini's stuff! haha~ cant forget cant forget cant forget...mmm~ wah seh .. tummy ache... haix...bored la ober here.. bella's out at some family bbq thinge~ haix... im boorrrreeeddd... later- SkuD ary - skidded off the path @ 10:46 PM
past week has been... erm... both gd and bad la...haven got my effing pay yet... veh frustrating... other than that been coming home late... ah.. there goes my life... feeling very... erm... i dunnow how to explain la.. its still messed up inside.. but i guess i dont show it much.. haha.. yeah... even though i dont show it tt much it doesnt mean i dont feel it kaee~! =p still human.... just now went fweaking with ppl at pS.. wahaha... played like dunnow wad... go ask fahmy for details la.. haha... lucky the thing never break ar...mm..been a long time since me went jamming.. starting to miss the real thing... ah... yest nite caught school of rock on vcd...very stylo.. wahaha...love the guits.. escp the white one yuri was playing~ =p also heard the drum solos... wahahaha... cool stuff la...i wanna hit drums i wanna hit drums i wanna hit druummmsss!!!! -Grrrr- sleepybuk... -ZzZzZz- ary - skidded off the path @ 12:13 AM
ary - skidded off the path @ 3:14 PM
haha~ to think that i was all fired up about an hour ago.. one things for sure.. Linkin pArk helps you in times like these. just fire em up into ur earbuds.. listen to that shit and scream along silently... takes a great deal off ur shoulders~ =) ah.. shall look at stuff differently now.. haha~ love isnt a thing that u can or shud fool ard with.. hahaha... hmm..i'll just see wad happens..for rite now i'll just sit back and concentrate on being Me~! You become a part of me, u'll alwaes be by years. You become a part of me, u'll alwaes be my fear. i cant seperate , from wad ive done, Giving up a part of meeee i let myself become you.. i let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you.. giving up a part of mee i let myself becoomee yooou.... I'veee become so numb, i cant feel you there. i've become so tired, so much more aware. i've becomin this, all i want to do.. is be more like me and be less like youuuuuu... and i knowww.. i may end up feeling thru... and i knoowww u were just like me with someone dissapointed in uuuuu... wahaha... the original buk who loves linkin park like noone else... and linkin park only mind you. -Buk- ary - skidded off the path @ 12:00 PM
feeling groggy , blurry, sadded, crushed ,wad-the-heck kinda feeling..haix...finally i know where i stand girl..its not upfront in ur heart but somewhere in the back of ur mind.i shall ease off now..haha... then save smses.. aiyah..eff la..maybe all i need to do now is concentrate on work and upcoming school and forget all this stupid effed up stuff of the heart and mind... at least she wont be torn into two liddis..ah.. makes it better fer both me and the other party.. =) oh wadthehell... my mind still blur la.. havent fully woken up yet... yesterdae went hitting the drums. totally effing sucky.. fer the very first time cudnt play a full song..felt like crying i tell you.. haix..time wasted and all that money spent.. wow.. someone just popped up in msn .. nick was "the people who are able to alter ur emotions are the people you really care for."cool... veh true.. cant let emo control brain.. cant let emo control brain.have to physco myself. this has no effect on me wadsoever. at the end of the dae im still alone. no difference. might as well stop hurting myself and start thinking straight again. ttthhiinnk strraiighht.. bloody hell its not working.. hah! remember my previous entry bout u sitting down and thinking then remorse sets in that shit? its true! undergoing it myself~ =\ wads skud aniwae? just some stupid lame name..wads Ice aniwae too? again some stupid lame name that doesnt go with me.. scrap all this shit la. im buk. just buk and i wont be affected by all this effing matters of the heart or any shit. ex ssG buk. -Grrr- BuK ary - skidded off the path @ 11:09 AM
i'm just... zilch..zero...no more energy =S first time i got home from work feeling like that.. very.. akward la..haha... then sat down in front of com to d/l "somedae"... then got a knock on e heart...then now even more... tired... haha... haix.. but nahmind.. gotta stay up.. tomorrow hitting drums.. must learn how to play RHCP-fortune faded by tonite... =S lalalalalalala~ nothing much has been happening since the starting of the yr... come to think of it.. had a bad start... but its over so won't look back on it..just have to start anew ~ haha.. sounds like somekind of shitty philisophy or smth huh..tomorrow meetin bella @ busstop..wanna take EaGles award.. forfeit the game before somebody else takes u outta the frame, puts ur name to shame. Cover up ur face , u cant run the race the pace is too fast u just wont last. been listening to "haemorrage" by fuel lately... love the chorus... dont fall away,and leave me to myself. dont fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again. Leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands, love lies bleeding.." u guys shud listen to the first verse... veh nice...they wae the sing it... memories are just where you laid em' dragging the waters till the depths give up their dead. wad did u expect to find, wassit something u left behind? Don't u remember, anithing i said when i saed...*leads to chorus* haix.. yeah.. now dono whether to go sleep anot.. just got home bout an hour and a half ago...so.. must enjoy abit before zonking out eh.. haix.. im hungrry... must go grab something to eat soon... i'll see ya peeps ard kae?... see ya~! DpSkUd ary - skidded off the path @ 11:45 PM |
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:: skud silent screams :: me i_c_3@hotmail.com :: you Sometimes,
you think you know so much about me. You think you finally did break the
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