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got my o's results todae~ did.. okae i guess... r411...hmm..thinking of going for communications media management..orr...Rsaf's scholarship thinge.. =s oh well.. ask my parents wad to do ar.. just now went Jam!!! wid dear,adam,suffian~ cool stuff..long time since got to jammed that wae...deeeennnn~ haha todae lost my banggleee!! it was smashed to smitherines... tah aper jadik tah~ =pPp darn im missing her..lifes been a bliss with her round..specially since dunnow wad got into my parents..juz feel like hugging her rite now... haix..darnnnnnnnn i miss her seh..miss pinching her cheeks..darn chubby!! haha -squirt- haixx..come to think of it..my life's been revolving round her now that ive quit work... ah.. yesterdae went to esplanade..spent time with dear.. theenn.. went to merlion..talked bout stuff...apparently my parents found out bout us...making my life hard...tapi takper..buk hang onnn jer..nanak let go.. yesterdae nite got lectured again...took dear's advice..stoned.stoinked.beeped.stoned.said ok.stoned somore..thenn.. got to sleep late..really late..haiz.. i dont care anymore..wad happens happens... janji nothing will wreck my relationship with bella. n-o-t-h-i-n-g. grr...modem's giving me problems...keeps on d/cing..feel like throwing it against the wall or smth.. haix... so much to sae ...so little time... im still stuck on which course to take..haix.. ary - skidded off the path @ 9:48 PM
major stuff been happening these past few daes... found out something bout my family..something bad...ah heck..its a fucked up world and no one can make it right again... i've quit my job..found someplace better..more flexible..more fun..air-cond... haix.. i cant think right now.. im so messed...haix..missing her loads..i wanna write everything in here...but..haix...maybe i shud open up a private blog...where i can let go of all emotions...hahahahahahahhahaha...haix.. i miss her..lots..oh i dont care wad u guys wanna think but hey i love her dammit.. and i love her more than i love anything else..haix.. *bliss* hahaha.. i feel like this huge gluey stuff stuck in my head, not allowing it to function nimore.. I LOVE HER !!! ARRRGGGHHHHHHHH!!!! *sobs* ary - skidded off the path @ 9:47 PM
haha~ first stuff first~ im.......notsingleanymoreyay~! haha..dont want to elaborate much on this~private la~ =P hMmm..lets see..like i said.. lotsa stuff happened these past few daes.. start witthh... saturdae~haha~ vals dae.. =) hmm.. sat was tiring but very worth it~ haha..in the mornign went to tP with ikan and sHer~ mm~ i wanna go into CmM!!!! cOmmunications and media management.. they get to do all the cheem broadcasting stuff and all that shit~ haha.. dont find engineering too appealing no more.. hmm~ thenn.. watched band jamming at the foyer... niceee.. haha~ im gonna be up there one dae~ *cHey* haha~ hopefully la.. thEnn.. went to tM.. met biGfAuzI.. went around looking for vdae's prezzie fer dear~ aiseh.. the thing was damn hard to find...luckily huGs and kiSses got sell arh~ haha~ and its PinK! sorry cudnt find purple~ =pPp..haha~ mmm~ thheennn.. wanted to surprise bella by meeting her at the lift.. but found her loitering ard at her corridor~ haha~ spoilt la my plan~ wanted tooo... hide the pInkfLowerthiNGe and the Cushion behind me back and meet her one...haha~ in the end it was stuck in that bag~ =P (sowwie im crapping so most ppl wont understand~=P) haha~ thenn~ watched TORqUE! hmm.. nice movie la..lotsa skin baring scenes..want to go catch goThiKa! nak takutkan belllaaa~ =p haha~ hmm~ it was on that dae that i found out swensens and fish n co wasnt really cheap...aiseh.. one meal 12 bucks~! i go buy ice cream from mama shop put nicely into bowl more worth it arr~ =P haha~ in the end went to lJ's.. played with me food~!! haha~ the thing looked like a lip so i made the slit and walah ive got myself a mouth and im crapping so sorry~ =S went to esplanade after that~ hmm... heart was beating damn fast.. dunno if she noticed not~ was thinking over and over and over bout wad to sae~ haha~ in the enddd.. blurted out wad i wanted to sae..and.. kept on... poking(?) her~ haha~ sorrry.. i do stupid stuff when im nervous.. =P mmmm~ -Bliss- after that went home la.. haha~ mrt was darn packo..sent her home.. nutink much la.. after that ar........ went home... mom dad kpkb..of all things they made noise bout money.. haix... nahmind la.. darn im tiredd.. hunggrryyyy.. update more soon~ byes~ bUk- ary - skidded off the path @ 10:38 PM
been listening to GooD cHrlte these daes.. abit addicted to "hoLd on".. This world, this world is cold... but you dont , you dont have to go. thinking of quitting joB.. hours too long.. haix.. nahmind.. preservere la... wait till i can find another joB then talK.. ............my mind is somerwhere else...........or rather, my mind is with someone else.. hmm.. been there since morning...funny thing is its not raining... <---wahaha.. only one person can understand this... =P hungry.. havent eaten anithink since morning cept for that milkybar... mm~ went jamming with bella's band and rauzan's band and xulu's band this morning... was running ard..mm~ before that went to Tm.. bought sticks and this black bangle from 77tH street... damn those ppl~! they give me a bangle which was on its last leg of life... i tried wearing it and it snapped~ i went back but the fella said cant refund coz its my bloody fault.. haha.. i heck care la... theenn.. took blue aeroplane with bella to easttech~ didnt really hear bella's band plae...haha~ got to jam with rauzan's band instead~ =D they did punk cover of adAm's sonG-blink 182~ hmmm~ punk cover for a song from a punk band~ =p cool~ didnt know sanjay plays the guitar seh~ thenn.. chased no.17.. went home..boom bang and im here... still hungry and still missing ___ .... -sKud- ary - skidded off the path @ 6:46 PM
gees sometimes i so hate myself... malu tak bertempat.. =S haix.. eff eff eff... this morning woke up early..xulu ask me go teach his drummer... =_=" i ask her go play perc freak first... thennn.. jammed with adam abit... played.. lets see.. over my head, chop suey , abit of no woman no cry, i will survive and wherever you will go...o yah! hotel california! thenn.. met bella and co..haha~ cute la.."dOnwaN!! iTs RaiNing! so dOnwaN cRoss brIdge!" =P.. cud stay fer only a while.. coz had to go meet fau... haix.. wasted... then.. fweaks , walk walk , saw stuff and in the end went home... =s nutink much~ currently online chatting with isabella~ armageddons on tV.. hmm... im starting to get hungry... so waiting for the tenth and fourteen~ =D tenth get my pae! haha~ -bOink- fourteen... hmm~ haha~ well... goT lar >_< haiX.. i dunnow wad to write.. actually got alot to write... bout hearts and stuff.. but nahmind~ bottle em all inside and i'll open up only to you... not you. yOu! You laaa... *poiNts to hiMself* -SkUD- ary - skidded off the path @ 9:14 PM
hmm.. just got back from tjg balai..pergi visiting utk rayer haji..bihtu sembelih kambing.. fuhyO! macam macam suarer sak kluar drp mulut tu kambing kene sembelih.. ader yg macam ngah teriak "taaakkk" or "taknak"..ader plak "allaahh" fuh... aku ngok sendiri pon naik seram sak... now quite exhausted..didnt do much over there.. just slept , ate, talked cocked with elders..ah... and i got to eat KampUNg ChiCken.. damn theyre nice... very very different from the "conventional" ones we buy in sG.. hmm~ wonder hows bella doin.. =) aH~! COngratS TO AdAm!! haha~ even a far off person like me knows ur married ready~ =PpP haha~ news travel fast me fwen.. =D hm.. tomorrow most probably going jamming .. either with cardiac arrest,p.309 or xulu's band... haix..thennn... going freaks with ppl at plaza sing~ wahaha~ haix..whEeE!! haha~ ten more daes till paydae! =D so happieee! haha~ -bOiNk- spy kids on tB.. bored... haix... darn im huNGry... -NiBBles oN _____ - wahaha~ okae okae im bored so there~ -SkuD- ary - skidded off the path @ 11:05 PM |
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:: skud silent screams :: me i_c_3@hotmail.com :: you Sometimes,
you think you know so much about me. You think you finally did break the
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