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ary - skidded off the path @ 1:09 PM
ary - skidded off the path @ 4:26 PM
been feeling off since evening =S been worried bout smth..or rather someone.. =S but glad to know she's feeling much better now... =) just got back from rewang nyer bender..been carrying chairs and all that stuff..really a mess there... and the cooks.. all guys seh~! hmm.. went interview just now all the wae at outram...darn...shudnt have wasted my time..things got worst when i rushed all the wae to Luxoffice to collect my pay..i met the deadline of fiveoclock, only to reach there to find out that my boss hasnt cleared my stuff for me.. so bloody hell..i cudnt take my pay..sonnoffabitch that fella... =( then..trudged to singapore post center (that big building beside paya lebar mrt).. ate at Lj's wid fis~gave me fries~! thanx..i realised then that i haven eaten anything since morning.. =s then went to tamp , met up with the guys playing soccer..then went all the wae to easttech... dunno wad i was feeling down there..like.. mixed expressions of..happiness,sadness,boringness,dono wad to do-ness...haix..sorry..im not the type of person who can sit still,let things pass if i see someone me wuv alot sad or angered...but again..glad to know shes feeling much better now... =) darn... i love her... *Muah* nyte ppl... SkuDoUT ary - skidded off the path @ 1:17 AM
wasnt a really gd dae fer me..oh hell..eveything was okae till... argh wadeva. SkuD. ary - skidded off the path @ 9:33 PM
feellikethrashingsomethingrightnow.feellikescreamingsoloud. butallicandoisholditinsideme.allicando..isholdit..insideme.. stayhappyontheoutside.keepon.boinking. gosh i need to go out...everybody's out of the house..im stuck inside on this veh cold dae..chatting with bella on msn....haix... listening to skinhead for life..wanna learn the drums..sounds complicated..wanna go jam..wanna hit drums..nak let everything out on those stuff.. yesterdae nyte while watching tv i dropped my fone... and now the camera's gone kaput..it has a life of its own..when happy it works when not it doesnt..haix..*niaptreah*... nanak kene tikaammmmmmmm.... =( hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahawonderingwhyitsstuckinmyhead... haix..starting to get hungry..throats still hurts abit..hope by tomorrow i can eat chocolate..crave for chocolate ice cream..house is so quiet..no sounds cept fer the aircon and the keys on me keyboard..haix.. wonder whats on tv...oh hell... haix..update more soon... skudout- ary - skidded off the path @ 5:29 PM
seems like the only thing i do is stepping on other ppl's toes...gees... wads going wrong with this effing nite seh.. feeling...mishmashed...just don wan to put it upfront in msn... chatted awhile with dear just now...missin her alot here...haix...nahmind...just hold on till sat or smth... hmm..tomorrow have to go back to work to settle some stupid stuff..can't rely on stupid high ranking bosses to settle that stupid stuff for me..nahmind la.. oksoalotofstuffsbeenhappeninginsideme.imsofuckedupwithmyeffingparents.wonderwhenthey willfinallybegettingtheeffingfuckedupdivorce.justfuckthemupsdiedownla.tryinghardtocontrol allthisangerinsideme.tryinghardtostayhappyontheoutside.tryinghardnottoburstoutatthepplaroundme. tahantahantahannnnnnn... ahh...this morning was stuck at home...went online..learnt how to play allthesmallthingsbass, dammitbass, herewithoutyoubass, swingswingbass...duno why suddenly have this craving to play that 4stringer.. haix.. just finished reading ppl's uj..was kindof..stuck at xf's story..that horror dream...that nitemare...wow... mm~ now mom's getting all worked up again... i guess i better go... imissyoudear..morethananythingelse..lovinyalawaes..*muah* -dPrssKuDouT- ary - skidded off the path @ 10:10 PM
todae was veh..tiring...haha..dono why..felt very shagged..=S mm..in the morning went outta e house at 1030..thought was late..but in the end arh...changed timing to 1130..arghh..so went freaking b4 meeting up wid dear..ate at ljS theennn met fau fiz mie..all went over to tP.. mm..wanted to register fer JAE there..but after waiting for like so long they asked us to go home coz their server was down or smth..haha~ all offus went "wah..koprak arh! wad happen to all the IT ppl @ tP" or smth like that.. haha..mm~ in the end went over to mAc'ds..ate lunch~haha~ this time dear didnt have butter fingers! =pPp.. mm...den went jamming with adam..didnt really power jammed coz eberweeone was feeling abit off...haha~ got to plae bass!!!!! -Yay!- mm~ den after that cudnt send dear home coz of her parents and stuff.. soooo .. went home la.. then.. ate ,slept and boom im here~! mm~ haha.. my modem's behaving well todae~ =p dunno wads on tb tonite..haven been watching telly much nowadaes..argh...dont feel like msnin anyone else cept fer bella..gees..her comp cocking up~ =SsS darn..im missing her ready.. haix... mm~ update somore soon...tC ppl.. bLbalwaes...*bLiss* SkuDout ary - skidded off the path @ 9:34 PM
so todae..went polyhopping wid mie fiztam fau n dear..but before that wasted my time going to SAF carrer center..i cant take a scholarship wid em coz of me eye..arh..heck care..im aiming for CMM niwaes..haha~ basically stoned at SP..nutink much ober there...theennnnn went to tP!! haha~ this was where buk sprang to life~! haha~ found out more bout Aerospace Electronics,biomedscience,biomedtech, CMM!!!!! ...Talked to CMM lecturers..said no need go interview..just apply thru jAE..meet some third year students too..they damn friendly ar...haha~showed us around their studios..got to see touch feel their dJ stuff..very very very cool things...but nasibnyer...tak banyak melayu pat dalam tu course ar...haha~ but hey..my minds set on cMM..if cant get,appeal...if cant appeal, beg borrow steal~ =p thenn...ate at maCd's..haha~ dear has buTTerFingeRS!!!!hahahahaha~ she kept dropping eberweethink! =P well..almost everything arh.. haha~ -squirt- mm~ then sat at bus stop..met lynn in the DSS school u~ haha~ said hi and boom were off to pS..freaked awhile.. den.. dear got upset over smth.. =x *waRm fuZzywUzzY tiTe snuGGly lotSa wuV huG* went straight home after that...discussed poly stuff wid dad.. ah.. so i've got my twelve choices~! 1 . CMM @ TP 2 . CMM @ TP 3 . CMM @ TP......haha~ no la.. my real choices : 1.CMM @ TP 2.Aerospace Electronics @ TP 3.Aerospace Engineering @ TP 4.Logistics & Operations Management @ TP 5.Chemical Engineering @ TP 6.Law & management @ TP 7.Product & industrial Design @ TP 8.IBT @ TP 9.Accounting & Finance @ TP 10.Business process & sys engine @ TP 11. Maritime 12.Maritime wahaha...okae.. i gotta run... bye... ary - skidded off the path @ 12:05 AM |
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