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Been busy with studies lately.. haha~ hey, believe me.. im surprised tt these words are coming outta my own mouth kae.. haha~ althouuughh~ haha~ yesterdae got to meet up with lynn~ she was here to watch her bF play hockey~ haha~ rite lynn rite rite rite ? =P haha~ i dunnoe who won the game eventually but at the point when I left the turf tP was leading 3-0.. haha~ yeah.. been here since 8.30 and im darn hungry.. shall go get a bite later.. hmm.. hey~ get well soon kae kinah~ hope by e end of today u'll feel better~ =) *HuG* yesterday felt.. strangely free.. haha~ was as if.. there wasnt a problem in the whole world..as though i was back in sec school where life was about coming to school and making a fun fool of urself~ haha~ was brought back to reality today though.. haha~ had to drag myself to school to finish this report.. haha~ but its worth it.. somehow i look at life from a different perspective nowadays.. wad changed me? the past few months i guess~ =) haha~ ah.. after next week i can finally put my two feet up and slack... till then i'll be waiting fer that day~ =) sKuDouT- forgive.. but i don't forget. ary - skidded off the path @ 3:16 PM
mengapai bintang bintang, dalam kegelapan malam.. ku idamkan satu taman, dan juga mahligai, yang indah tak ternilai~ alot alot alot alot of things happened yesterday nite/morning.. thought i could settle in fer bed or wadevershit.. but was up and about running around within an hour..i need to sleep.. i need to sleep so bad.. haish.. currently at tP lib tryna cram ckt and math into my head again..no one needs to know whats going on inside.. not now at least.. i haven given up on most of the things in my life..so right now, theres nothing more important to me than studying and bK..have to get myself out of this shithole soon..but hey..pulled thru even tougher times before..shall do it again~ ria and aini studying at airport.. maybe shall join them later..see how my studying schedule goes ar~ hmm.. despserately waiting fer my pay..im out of cash ready..have ta scrimp and save ready.. on the way up to lib saw fauzi titisan, naz and his gang.. haha~ fauzi had this christmas like hat on his head.. wahaha.. weird la.. with the red and white stripes and all.. haha~ dunnoe where they were heading but the last time i looked they were going into eng concorse.. haha~ wake up~ ur gonna miss a pretty moment baby, wake up~ because i think we have to go now baby.. hmm.. quoted from ikan : "love is an excuse to get hurt" haha~ i agree to a certain extent.. i think its how u view it..in the end , ur bound to get hurt.. sooner or later.. haha~ so.. what fuck had happened these past few.. months.. thought me a very real lesson.. shook my head and got it drilled into my brain..For Real. i dont need love now.. will i ever need love? i saw how love can tear families apart.. how it could tear my mates apart.. how it tore an individual apart..im not gonna be stats seh.. been there.. done that.. till next time people.. peace out.. haha~ love ya my dearest lil sis~! §kUd0ut- ary - skidded off the path @ 2:12 PM
ah. went online.. thanx kak.. thanks me dearest lil sis..thanx fis.. distracted and prevented me from blowing up so bad. and thanx fer poking me till i laff.. haha.. u guys rule. this morning was okae.. was groggy on my way to school.. and when i reached school saw "it" then felt .. dunno la. hmmm... ate at magic wok.. tried to hide all that.. argh dunno la.. mee goreng was okay.. hahaha... *whitelie* acutally i dont know why im angry. WAKHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. effing shithead. ary - skidded off the path @ 9:53 PM
wakahahahaha~ *falls off the chair laughing his head off* waKhAhAHahAHAHa~ hahaha~ if u wanna noe wads so friggin funny~ come ask me~ wakHahAHhahAha~ damn!! haHAwhAWhahAHhAHahAHhaah~ mmm~ on a more serious note.. Get well soon ria~! *bIGwaRmfUzZyhUg* poor gal.. high fever arh... hmm... =S yeah.. at the free access lab.. haha~ just finished putting my finishing touches on my INET.. ITS FINALLY FRIGGIN OVER!!! wahaha~ yeah... but theres still e main paper.. so can enjoy fer only so long~ = S wahaha.. and yan's beside me playing some stupid game.. wakhaha~ crazy ass him~ wahahahaha~ yeah... WaKhahAHa~ sorry sorry can't stop laughing~ wahahahahaha~ bloG again later~ waAkhAHaHAhAHAHAHAHHAHHahhAhahAH~! GoD damN! WaJAHaHAHhaJAKhAHahAHHAhahah~ ary - skidded off the path @ 1:26 PM
hmm.. planning to get INET over and done with but the labs are freaking occupied..shoot..and r ushdi's at home.. its raining and the lib's so cold.. hmm.. yesterday nite listened to nickleback's "so bad".. guess im starting to get hooked to the song~ haha~ they lyrics are in the previous post~ =) been quite some time since i played soccer... hmm... mainexams coming up.. must study..must concentrate.. argh.. need help on engmath... grRrr.. haish.. update later i guess.. the days still young.. wakakaka~ ary - skidded off the path @ 1:19 PM
today did CKT and INET retest~ surprisingly CKT was fairly easy~ =S hmm.. haha~ messed up my EPT project though.. ah who cares~ anihows i think i don't and won't and will never ever give a damn animore bout "it." go fuck it..been there done that. wakkaka. hmm .. my screen's gonna black out soon .. its starting to quiver as im typing this.. wahaha~ Lynn JiWaNG!!! *awWw* =Pp so tired today.. haven been sleeping the past few days cozza work.. and now my sleeping tymes been disturbed.. =S heck la.. i'll sleep whenever i feel like it.. hmm..i've been wanting to let it all out but can't seem ta find the proper place to do so.. scream and the problems will still be there ~ run .. theres nowhere ta go.. wahaha.. stuck in my own world of fear and dejection~ "fathers hands are lined with dirt from long days in the field mother's hands are serving meals in a cafe on main street With mouths to feed..just tryin' to keep clothing on our backs. And all i hear about .. is how it's so bad. Father's hands are lined with guilt from tearing us apart. Guess it turned out in the end, just look at where we are. We made it out.. we still got clothing on our backs. And now i scream about it.. and how its so bad." ah fuck it. why the effing hell do u need to make me feel this fucking way? skudOut- ary - skidded off the path @ 10:04 PM
niwaes.. todae was.. bleh tahan ar.. in the morning woke up freaking late again.. thought i could just miss DFunD but then remembered that there was Quiz 2.. so dragged myself outta bed, showered and took taxi to skool.. haha~ dfund was okae.. was a fairly easy paper~ got it over with in twenty minutes.. but dono if pass anot~ haha~ and after that had math.. Sure goner.. didn't even study.. i mean.. wad double angle identity shit... could do the first page on exponents and log though.. haha~ finished that in 15 mins and rushed off to GO to submit my mC fer yesterday... and then rushed to staff office to locate those two buggers whose tutorials i'ved missed.. veh troublesome.. haha~ that should teach me not to wake up late and skip tutrl's again~ then after skool went ta watch yamakasi fer awhile before meeting up with nas and ria.. haha~ yeah.. saw the MAG president ermm guy~ yah.. haha.. then went tminterchange "slack" awhile.. after which went over to meet syaz at pr.. haish.. dammit.. tonites gonna be a damn long nite.. after this hav ta go back to work from 11-7am.. and after that theres panjy's show.. hmm..heard more stuff from more people.. ah. but what can i do? just keep quiet and tolerate ar.. but if this continues im bloody fucking hell gonna blow up. and i'll spit at u in the face. saper makan cili teraser pedas ah. hmm... nothing much left to update..gonna go grab something to eat before dk.. peaceout. -sKuD- ary - skidded off the path @ 7:20 PM
ary - skidded off the path @ 4:56 PM
Procrastination is a effing deadly disease. wahaha.. and rushdi's nodding his head in agreement.. Hmm..just now went over ta esplanade to do some report stuff and at the same time complete the stupid pixaround project fer inet. Sweltering heat.. and i finally found out where the freaking satay club is!! wahaha.. its not at the esplanade la.. its at the merlion there.. one fullerton walk or park or something like that.. yeah.. then went back all the way to school to "complete" my inet site.. which proved to be too tiring to complete so in the end decided to blog. ah~ been a weird day.. i woke up at 7, decided to sleep fer five minutes and ended up waking up at 845. yeah.. then rushed all the way to school to find out that theres no APEL classes.. damn.. lucky didnt hail a cab.. ate siputgonggong and rice fer lunch today @ EAsTlink Mall.. haha..nitty was diSgusted. Wahaha.. crap... need to go to the gym soon.. need to work out.. need body to be guideee... body..guide..body..guide.. i crave for mamee bbq. Wahahaha... hmm..gonna go meet sufyan later.. he's got.. "issues"..hmm..not with me la.. argh.. the free access lab's closing.. damnit.. i'll update again tomorrow.. coz i'll be here again tomorrow. yeah.bye~ haha~ and to that someone~ [InCybIncYteeNywEeNyyeLLowPolKadOtbIkiNi yOU!!!] wahahaha bye~ ary - skidded off the path @ 8:53 PM
i wonder what the fuck you've been telling people. dah..saper makan cili teraser pedas..gasak korang lah eh. ary - skidded off the path @ 5:27 PM |
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