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and sometimes... the pain they feel is damn..haiz.. i dunno la. i feel so..empty..sorry emo sikit eh.. i feel like... giving up? like.. what-the-fuck-i-dont-care-animore-so-i'm-gonna-go-sleep kinda feeling.. bottled up inside//- yeah. you can't always see the pain that someone feels. went to gig today.. was okae.. didn't headbang much.. or rather.. didnt headbang at all.. got losttt... grrr.. haiz.. will update more later... kak,sis,anioneee... helppppp meee... =( ... -buk ary - skidded off the path @ 10:15 PM
TODAE. TODAE!!! TODAE!!! is ZMAS! the day where sadness shall not reign. ZMAS my scourgifyscroogy friend~ ZMAS. ary - skidded off the path @ 11:01 PM
grr~ so freaking worked up.. over sumthin yeah.. i stand up fer waht i believe in. and when sumone hurts someone i care about he deserves hell. there.. summed it up in a few words i did. grrrr eee geramnyer aku. typing this as i chat.. yeah.. just got back frm sumwhere outside sg. so freaking tired. ah will update later.. hang tuff aite kak~ tak best ar sedih.. nanti r_s_d_ tak suker.. hehe skud- ary - skidded off the path @ 10:15 PM
yeah..bro..set in to me ready.. aku set akunyer self up buat pe seh.. dah.. finally got into my head that aku tak akan dapat nyer.. haha~ bodoh sak! i've been in a "trap" before.. but i don't think i'm prepared to go through it all over again.. so..yeah haha~ rush ngah bacer ria nyer blog so intently beside me.. wahahahaha ... yeah.. thats about it.. still gonna be at skool till like.. nine plus pm? yeah.. skUd- ary - skidded off the path @ 6:52 PM
recorded my third drum solo just now.. thanks kak ifah!!!! whahaha~ u totally rock!! =D ary - skidded off the path @ 10:11 PM
a conversation at a coffee shop : "who's ur new boo?" "this guy i met at drix.." "really?? how old?" "24" then i chipped in.. "eh.. ur longest rel how long ar?" "hmm..quite long ar..2 months liddat" -_-" oookae... still don't understand some stuffs but it's not my business so shall butt outta it..school was okay today..got into Edevckt late but somehow managed to get my attendence taken~ wahaha~ rushed around to get my LOA submitted but in the end found out it had to be submitted a blo*dy week ago.. oyah.. did i mention rushdi has a new sl65 and a freaking shiny Mini iPOd to boot?? ......grrrr...... hahaha~ naseb baik ko tak lokek beb..haha very superficial stuff here.. haven't been doing alot of thinking lately..went over to Safra to get my passport extended "hmm..go get ur photo changed..u look so..... small..." "okae ma'am.." "aiyah..wad ma'am..miss la~ kak oso can.." aisehhh.. -_-" hmm..pooled wid adam yesterday.. sometimes u meet the strangest of ppl out on the streets.. yesternite had supper with the vice director (?) of SIC int...kinda.. admire the way he carries himself. . some people mite say money is the root of all evil..yeah..maybe i do agree to a certain extent...but the guy yesterday reminded me that money can actually be..a good thing.. The way he dresssed, the way he carried himself (the typical chinese rough type guy in his mid twenties kinda look), the way he talked.. totally didn't match his persona..imagine..a Vice director dressed in jeans,sandals,sum "trendy" shirt he got probably from 77'th street or something,and a pack of ciggs with a fifty cents lighter.. MY version of some bigshot fella.. trendy shirt from g2000 or somethin, some leather shoes with complete with matching leather wallet .. traces of Hugo Boss sprayed on his body.. nice well made hair, braun duffel cigg holder with zippo lighter.. ahh... made me doubt his claims of him being someone big .. but hey.. he had 3 hundred dollar bills in his wallet.. and his i.d. did show he held some big shot position at his company.. "i look rough ah kanina but i got good heart one!" *lafter* haha~ yeah .. thats what he said.. "u see my hands..very rough..see your hands..very smooth..when u wan make business, must work hard..see,like me.." *everyone nods in unison* see..u can choose to live fer money.. or use money to live .. (makes sense? haha) .. this guy doesn't give a shit about money..he emphasises on social respect and friends way more..while some of us.. (like me) ... go all gogogaga when we see wads of cash..so..have to change my perspective on cash.. but ey. i can't deny it .. i need freaking cash coz im freaking broke. nice guy la..won't deny it.. haha~ kaaaakkkkk... ur bday is like.. a few days away...haha~ won't be here to wish u xactly at midnite..sooo.. haha~ HApPpy daRnnN eiGhTeen bDaY!!! wahahhaa~ loveya!! =D haha~ speak of the devil~! she's here~ haha~ oake..shall update more later.. peace out guys.. -Skud. ary - skidded off the path @ 11:15 PM
ok so cut as allllllloooootttttt of slack ok? there. just got home.. went pooling with sis... and soccer wid the peeps.. got charged twelve bucks. rovers is darn freaking effing expensive..ha! grrr.. and adaaaammm.. ur/name/is/getting/irri/ta/ting! ahahaha~ but yeah.. i still lurrvvee you. *YUcK!* aye mat rock. biler kau nak balek lah.. gi kl lamer lamer buat aper harrrr? missin ya kak.. get well soon aite? =) sku-d ary - skidded off the path @ 11:32 PM
ok so we sucked . so whaaattt? if u guys wanna noe we only got together one week in advance.. and we jammed only three freaking times.. i know its not a good reason but hey, cut us some slack will ya?? gosh- buk- ary - skidded off the path @ 8:36 AM
at research lab rite now..supposed to be doing some TCS shit.. haha~ but in the end didn't have the mood..so decided to blog ar.. i broke the 32 hr recorddd!! darnnn~ nahmind.. shall try again later.. wahahhaa and i "lost" my specs..haha~ had to be returned to the rightful owner la..haha~ again, tomorrow shall try to get it back again~ hee~ at @ tenderbest.. now so freaking full my tummy wants to burst..and i'm feeling so freaking sleepy all i wanna do now is to lie in my bed and drift into my world of neverending dreams.. wahahaha~ shud be going off to KL or Batam on the 23rd.. on KTM!! haha~ no not ktm the train..ktM the biKe! wahahaha~ go there on "business" so yeah.. riaaa!!! (which is like currently opposite me doing her tcs with the ever so noisy AinI~) VieEEeEeeeEeeeeEeeeEEEee!!!! *guShes* hahaha~ haha~ i wanna go jam jam jam jam jam~ yesternite went jamming with yan's other band.. played prom-like music.. quite cool ah.. once i got to know that guy has a freaking 700 plus Santana FE~ daaammnnnn~ hahahaha~ Liyana SODD! wanna go watch movie. wanna go eh wait i think i shall compile a list of what i wanna do... 1. Go visit the loo.. 2. Watch movie.. any movie will do.. 3. Get a new alarm clock.. a reliable one.. or get a person to do it fer me ar~ haha~ 4. Pool with sis!!! 5. Jam with the metal influenced ppl @ TPJC.. 6. Go visit the loo.. yeah.. borreedddddddd.. okae. so now i shall click the publish button and let everyone see the crap i've been typing~ hehe RUSH CUTE!!! WAHKAHAHHAHAHA bye~ -skudout ary - skidded off the path @ 6:30 PM
ah ah sak..bro..sakit sak type aper yang aku type tadik.. haha~ tapi takper..tahannnn~ haha~ its half past midnite.. still awake..tired but my body refuses to rest...thinking thinking thinking.. STUFF I HAVE TO CHANGE ABOUT MYSELF 1. Try to wake up early for school 2. play less pool and save up money 3. stop physcoing ppl to take a cab to travel short distances 4. be a better bro =) 5. be a better person 6. stop thinking bout nonsensical stuff yeah..seems easy enough..shud be able to change fer the better..need to enforce rule number 1.. cozzz.. been skipping lectures with the reason of me being too sleepy to drag myself outta bed.. ahaha~ regarding ur question "mr.P" , i think that if she's happy im happy...and i dont care how but i'll make sure she's happy.. haha~ got that in ur head? school has been..okay..hav to gear myself up..don't want to fail any more subs this sem.. wanna pass evtin and get evtin over and done with..this sem has been..dull so far..information overload..ah...yeah.. too much info to cram into my small lil already-over-occupied brain.. damn. i care for you , you understand???? hey kak.. missin ya too.. =) take care aite.. =D skUd- ary - skidded off the path @ 1:32 AM
jammed with adam,imp,ed,zal,and ed's lead.. fingers flew everywhere..much faster than i ever see them flew..got hyped up finally.. drums was a single..so kinda doubled on a single paddle..finally bled when fingers scraped the snare.. ate at s11,went back to jam,went to simpang bedok and finally to ed's place.. kept tryna take adam's pic.. still feeling...weird... please call coz i need to talk to you...hear u.. *prays silently..knowing it wont happen* no..not about relationships...i need to talk bout something else..and aku taknak cakap ngan kau..ngan org lain..paham? strained.. weird... why do u have to kill me so slowly from the inside? i duno if u read this but...sisssssssss...heeellllllllllpppppppppp.......... ='( skud- ary - skidded off the path @ 10:50 PM
got myself a sony ericsson t630.. yaeh.. thats all. ah bye ah ary - skidded off the path @ 11:35 PM
ary - skidded off the path @ 2:42 AM
was browsing thru e past~ darn was i freaking obsecure and immature..and stupidly act cute! eeeeh. nana! -bOink- ary - skidded off the path @ 2:28 AM
I lost my fone. Oh wells. no use crying over spilt milk. Went jamming wid soundcheck just now.. last prac before the gig on monday..just found out terence is NOT coming.. god..darn. school is starting next sem. my timetable is equivalent to hell. start at 9 end at 9 on thursday .. start at 9 end at 7 on monday and tuesday. wed and fridays are relatively short days.. yeah.. wonder how ammi gonna cope..still looking forward to going back and hanging out with those peeps though.. sibuk ah bebbbbb... dah aku dah update~ pUas??? =P short on cash..anibody who's generous enuf to lend me cash please gimme a call...haha ~ and if u guys want to contact me.. dont worry.. i'll have my sim back up and running by tomorow..gonna be using matrocks m55..before i get my 7200 on mon~ so yeah..there goes this monhts pay. haha~ see sis!! u can BASS!!! wahahahaha~ she sounded good just now nodoubt..i need a fone i need a fone i need a fone... oyah.. how i lost my fone...i was smsing adiee in the taxi on the way.. then when i got out i TOT i placed the freakin fone in my pocket.. but five minutes later the thing vanished. Yes, vanished right under my nose.. retraced my freaking steps and found nothing..damn..cud have sworn i felt the thing in my freakin pocket.. called my fone .. apparently someone picked it up.. and stupidly breathed down the receiver.. stupid stupid asshole. who wud have wanted to kope a freakin 3200 with 6/7 condition ha??? freakin hell!. gonna go collect simcard and settle some family stuff tomorrow morning and afternoon. MAT ROCK. dont be late. 2.30 begawan solo. YAN!! bangun tau beb..jgn ko tido lak samapi kul 4.. aku jilat jilaattt kau kau pahammm? miss my baby. Skud- ary - skidded off the path @ 2:01 AM |
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