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__:: my letters to
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you want to diss me, do it right in my face. don't go behind me and stab me so hard and so sudden. i dont even know you that well. all i know is that ur just that guy. so what if im the guy with the deformed eye. i fucking daresay i see things better then you asshole. ary - skidded off the path @ 11:48 PM
ARGH! FUCKFUCKFUCK! ary - skidded off the path @ 12:26 AM
and busy updating stuff somewhere.. i'll be stagnant fer a while.. =) peace. ary - skidded off the path @ 11:05 PM
the papers burned so pretty yesternite. all those memories? ha- theyre up here. =) you can invade my privacy- you can search my things- you can go thru my journal- But you can never crack my brain. sad eyes ,they silently weep. skuD- ary - skidded off the path @ 6:00 PM
too much thinking is bad fer the brain,bad fer the soul. bloody hell. finally after countless of "analysing sessions" that ive been having much too often, all it took was a few words or rather, a lack of those few words to make me realise everything and throw me back onto the right track. Feelings do reign supreme sometimes. and its freaking dangerous when that happens. i remember telling myself that its hard to pick urself up after being thrown up so high and then come crashing back to the ground. i remember picking myself up from this kinda situation not too long ago. i remember how it hurt me like hell. how it tore me apart and i cudnt really smile fer two whole weeks. i remember immersing myself wid werk just to forget the emotions i felt. i remember that one day when i finally realise i was feeling okay again. and now. i find myself back in that situation. freakinghell. why am i even here? no im not messed anymore. im just flustered,frustrated and tired. but as usual, i'll pick myself up and dust it all off in no time at all. freak.who am i kidding. bukstopwallowigninselfpity! wait , am i? =) ive got to get that into my head. ive got to get that firmly into my head. ive got to get that very firmly into my head. Queen! hahaha~ hello! *beeeggrin* ary - skidded off the path @ 4:03 PM
i feel so freaking tired. i feel like breaking down. i feel so many fuckin emotions inside i dunno what im feeling. somebody snap me back to how i was. please? a few words - not everyday is freaking sunday. everything good has got to come to an end. its too good to be true. i dont want to fight anymore. cant i just be me? WHY THE FUCK AM I FEELIGN THIS WAY! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! ARGH!!! *weeps* punch me rite in the face and i wont feel anything. coz this is the max amt of stoning i can ever do. where i dont feel anithing.. embrace me. and tell me. that. everything. is gonna be alright. skud- ary - skidded off the path @ 12:32 AM |
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:: skud silent screams :: me i_c_3@hotmail.com :: you Sometimes,
you think you know so much about me. You think you finally did break the
silence. Think again. Im not that simple. |
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