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__:: my letters to
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"i studied his loving gaze towards his wife - her life slowly slicing away. it pained me, yet it touched my heart knowing how much a man can actually love someone. to be caring for her even to the edge of life itself; made me believe once again that some people do keep their vows and promises; "i'll never leave you". a believe that was shattered close to two weeks ago when it was shoved in my tearing face." Well, promises were meant to be broken anyway. So too bad. i'll pretend you can hear me. But it's no good, because i know you can't and u'll never will ary - skidded off the path @ 10:54 AM when every star falls brought you to tears again ::
i'll be holding on tonight - :: look for me - tell me - make me - haiz. nthgs gnna chg - :: =) if u nd me lk fr me. ill b a fn cll awy. djvu aint it buk? :: ary - ary - skidded off the path @ 10:42 AM i love school. don't i? ary - skidded off the path @ 2:39 PM of the end. of a new..push-myself-to-do-it situation. :: its slowly happening. but it wont change how i am towards you. need me? i'm just a call away. just don't push me away. tell me. :: live with it and move on. jangan dahbis, manis sepah dibuang sua :: ary- ary - skidded off the path @ 1:20 PM bloodhounds from hell they are ::
i can forsee today being a very long day. need to get fckin strings. whyy - somebody stone with me. right now. :: come stand at the sidelines watch me walk, see me fall, and laugh like theres no tomorrow. its my turn to fly. hold me back, don't ask me why. juggle juggle juggle. and slowly watch everything fall. :: wheres you? all of you. i want it back. :: ary- ary - skidded off the path @ 12:37 PM yet again from the land noone knows - well.. haiz.. i won't stop looking for you.. i'll still yearn for your company.. but i'll learn to stone more by myself at the same time.. and i hope, i hope that, :: well. fer me to know. and you to find out. :: ary- ary - skidded off the path @ 10:31 PM from a place unknown to most : :: sometimes, i want you to read what i write here. coz i can never relate to you these thoughts. but somehow i want you to know how my perspectives on issues are. :: ary - skidded off the path @ 12:55 PM
started totally bad. totally fcuked. :: took my life and now you shall pay we'll do things my way, i'll get you right back Get your life off the track :: i dont want to sing "screw you" and mean it anytime soon. dont.. dont cling and let go. not to me. ary- ary - skidded off the path @ 7:30 AM yeah. today she smiled at me. in her orange shirt, that sweet smile of hers. =) it made my day. ary- ary - skidded off the path @ 1:13 PM an excerpt from my other blog :: but thats just how it is. i never looked for _____ this often. i never missed _____ this much. i cud never relate to _____ like how i relate to you. i cud never be myself around _____. but you brought out me in me. - im sorry. i didnt know what was going thru my head. i didnt think of the consequences that might have resulted from what i said. i never want to make you angry. i never want to. but someone it feels normal. to know that you can be angry with me. but the bottomline is, i heartyou. and i never want to make you mad. ever. -ary ary - skidded off the path @ 1:22 PM look at me. tell me you're not using me. tell me you're holding ME. not HIM. tell me youre spending time with me. i dont wanna be used. not fer the umpteenth time. not by you. not like this. - i hold you close, while we both shook, for the last time, take a good hard look. im not okay. im not okay. im not okay. By the way, I wont be here till sunday , 19thJune05 bye- ary - skidded off the path @ 1:18 PM |
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:: skud silent screams :: me i_c_3@hotmail.com :: you Sometimes,
you think you know so much about me. You think you finally did break the
silence. Think again. Im not that simple. |
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