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__:: my letters to
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:: [ ary ] |
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:: Laughter within my head. ::
You're still the same old you huh. to think u actually changed. comeon. get out of the circle. how the hell would you find peace like that huh? i thank God Almighty for not keeping me in that messy web. ary- ary - skidded off the path @ 3:37 PM so finally you see. how the past have been for me. senses fail - let it. you know why its happening? i know why. and its really stupid, if you dont know why. ary- ary - skidded off the path @ 7:52 PM jammed. loved the drumset just now. near satisfaction everytime completed my rolls. im pissed and irritated at certain people who did certain things. i'll just keep it all in, before i blow up the next time it happens again. don't toy around with somebody elses' feelings. coz what goes around comes around. remember? i have work tomorrow. and im hating it. but i dont know why i hate it. yeah. sometimes, i envy you. you seem to lead a near perfect life. everything you need to satisfy your desires, its all there. love, cash, friends, everything. but i hate the way you carry yourself sometimes.. but who am i to hate? just another pawn in this game of chess. and its sometimes good enuf to stand back and look on. i want to go back to school. i want a proper learning course. theres still so much for me to do, love, when i get home, just be there for me kae? ary- ary - skidded off the path @ 12:43 AM how the world goes by without me taking even the slightest notice. like, i find myself totally immersed in my own world, that i wont even notice myself on a head on collision course with at car travelling at near breakneck speed. (in front of parkway theres this straight road where most cars will zoom down.) i've been listening to music from thephone whenever im not with company. (in other words, most of my freakin time.) so many 'i' ah. modusoperandproductions trudging along. im tired. gonna get outta daikin soon. gonna start everything fresh. new people. new surroundings. new room. new. family. :: dah luper dah kan? haha- still pop up sometimes. when i least expect it. but im cool. only, my people, and your people. they'll never mix. we're of a different league, i realised. and i was foolish. very foolish. so girl, take care. :: ary- ary - skidded off the path @ 2:01 AM |
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:: skud silent screams :: me i_c_3@hotmail.com :: you Sometimes,
you think you know so much about me. You think you finally did break the
silence. Think again. Im not that simple. |
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